Crying

Maddux is driving me nuts right now! He's doing that thing that babies do where they throw a tantrum because they are tired, so you put them down for a nap and they throw a bigger tantrum. I'm in a one bedroom apartment, so its not like I can just ignore him. He sounds so sad and I just feel like a terrible mommy for trying to put him down. I don't want to feel like I'm being selfish and trying to make him go away so I can get me time. I think I did everything I could before putting him down, i gave him crackers and put him in his toys and gave him his toys and fed him twice and nothing worked. he still ended up leaving these huge scratch marks on my neck. I just can't stand letting him cry like that! I really wish brandon were here to make me feel better! he gets home in 33minutes, or at least he gets off in that long.. I really need him!